Sometimes we wonder, "What did I do to deserve this?" or "Why did God have to do this to me?" Here is a wonderful explanation!
A daughter is telling her Mother how everything is going wrong, she's failing algebra, her boyfriend broke up with her and her best friend is moving away. Meanwhile, her Mother is baking a cake and asks her daughter if she would like a snack, and the daughter says, "Absolutely Mom, I love your cake."
"Here, have some cooking oil," her Mother offers. "Yuck" says her daughter. "How about a couple raw eggs?" "Gross, Mom!" "Would you like some flour then? Or maybe baking soda?" "Mom, those are all yucky!" To which the mother replies: "Yes, all those things seem bad all by themselves. But when they are put together in the right way, they make a wonderfully delicious cake! God works the same way.
Many times we wonder why He would let us go through such bad and difficult times. But God knows that when He puts these things all in His order, they always work for good! We just have to trust Him and, eventually, they will all make something wonderful! God is crazy about you. He sends you flowers everyspring and a sunrise every morning. Whenever you want to talk, He'll listen. He can live anywhere in the universe, and He chose your heart. If you like this, send this on to the people you really care about. I did. Life may not be the party we hoped for, but while we are here we might as well dance.
27 April 2006
It's a very nice mail i just wanted to put in my Blog to read it always when i'm not in the right mood
PUT THE GLASS DOWN !
A professor began his class by holding up a glass with some water init. He held it up for all to see & asked the students, "How much do you think this glass weighs?" "50gms!"... "100gms!" ......"125gms" ......the students answered. "I really don't know unless I weigh it," said the professor, "but, my question is: What would happen if I held it up like this for a few minutes?" "Nothing" the students said. "Ok what would happen if I held it up like this for an hour?" the professor asked. "Your arm would begin to ache" said one of the students.
"You're right, now what would happen if I held it for a day?"
"Your arm could go numb, you might have severe muscle stress & paralysis & have to go to hospital for sure!" ventured another student & all the students laughed.
"Very good. But during all this, did the weight of the glass change?" asked the professor.
"No". " Then what caused the arm ache & the muscle stress, and how can I get rid of it?" Now, the students were puzzled. "Put the glass down!" said one of the students.
"Exactly!" said the professor.
" Life's problems are something like this. Hold it for a few minutes in your head & they seem OK.
Think often for a long time & they begin to ache. Hold it even longer & they begin to paralyze you. You will not be able to do anything. It's important to think of the challenges (problems) in your life, but EVEN MORE IMPOR T ANT to 'put them down' at the end of every day before you go to sleep. T hat way, you are not stressed, you wake up every day fresh & strong & can handle any issue, any challenge that comes your way!"
So, as it becomes time for you to leave office today...
Remember friends:
YOU MUST 'PUT T HE GLASS DOWN' T ODAY!
Happiness keeps u Sweet,
Trials keep u Strong,
and Sorrow keeps u Human,
Failure Keeps u Humble,
Success keeps u glowing,
and God keeps you going
A professor began his class by holding up a glass with some water init. He held it up for all to see & asked the students, "How much do you think this glass weighs?" "50gms!"... "100gms!" ......"125gms" ......the students answered. "I really don't know unless I weigh it," said the professor, "but, my question is: What would happen if I held it up like this for a few minutes?" "Nothing" the students said. "Ok what would happen if I held it up like this for an hour?" the professor asked. "Your arm would begin to ache" said one of the students.
"You're right, now what would happen if I held it for a day?"
"Your arm could go numb, you might have severe muscle stress & paralysis & have to go to hospital for sure!" ventured another student & all the students laughed.
"Very good. But during all this, did the weight of the glass change?" asked the professor.
"No". " Then what caused the arm ache & the muscle stress, and how can I get rid of it?" Now, the students were puzzled. "Put the glass down!" said one of the students.
"Exactly!" said the professor.
" Life's problems are something like this. Hold it for a few minutes in your head & they seem OK.
Think often for a long time & they begin to ache. Hold it even longer & they begin to paralyze you. You will not be able to do anything. It's important to think of the challenges (problems) in your life, but EVEN MORE IMPOR T ANT to 'put them down' at the end of every day before you go to sleep. T hat way, you are not stressed, you wake up every day fresh & strong & can handle any issue, any challenge that comes your way!"
So, as it becomes time for you to leave office today...
Remember friends:
YOU MUST 'PUT T HE GLASS DOWN' T ODAY!
Happiness keeps u Sweet,
Trials keep u Strong,
and Sorrow keeps u Human,
Failure Keeps u Humble,
Success keeps u glowing,
and God keeps you going
26 April 2006
This Blog is the house of my thoughts
Every Time I feel sad
I write in this Blog
Every Time I feel happy and enjoying my Life
I write in this Blog
This Blog is now the house of my thoughts
I write in it all
what I feel
what I don't feel
what I wanna feel
all what happens in my Life
It's like a diary book for me
I write my sorrows my pain my happiness my loneliness that I'm living.
I don't feel the happiness anymore
Today I've cried a lot.
Don't know why
Will I smile again???
Sure!!!
But it won't come from my heart.
It will be just painted on my face.
I'm doing that all the Time instead to be always asked why am I sad.
I don't like to answer the question of the people why am I sad.
Don't want to bother them and also don't want to talk.
Have no friends to talk with
To listen to when I'm crying
To heal my wounds
To take my tears from my face away
To hug me warmly
No one can feel me or know what's inside me.
No one can imagine that's I'm the one who's writing
I seem to be someone else
Someone told me b4 that I'm putting a mask on my face and hide lot of things in my Life
I told him that it's not right but it seems to be right.
I think when someone of my family or my relatives or my friends read this Blog after my death it'll be something interesting when they read it.
They will know more about me and my personality and maybe if one of them hurted me one day they will understand that they are the one behind my sadness. And if someone have made me happy they will know what was those things that have made me happy and they will be always happy that the made me smile.
But then it'll be too late to say sorry and too late to say ohhh I liked it and too late to make any action.
But all what I wish now is to love all the people and be always the one who make them happy so that I don't regret that I made them sad.
I'm telling you sorry if I made you cry
I'm telling you sorry if I made you sad
I'm telling you sorry for all my mistakes.
Forgive me my Family
Forgive me my relatives
Forgive me my friends
I'll love you 4ever even if I hurted you one day.
Bye and pray 4 me.
I write in this Blog
Every Time I feel happy and enjoying my Life
I write in this Blog
This Blog is now the house of my thoughts
I write in it all
what I feel
what I don't feel
what I wanna feel
all what happens in my Life
It's like a diary book for me
I write my sorrows my pain my happiness my loneliness that I'm living.
I don't feel the happiness anymore
Today I've cried a lot.
Don't know why
Will I smile again???
Sure!!!
But it won't come from my heart.
It will be just painted on my face.
I'm doing that all the Time instead to be always asked why am I sad.
I don't like to answer the question of the people why am I sad.
Don't want to bother them and also don't want to talk.
Have no friends to talk with
To listen to when I'm crying
To heal my wounds
To take my tears from my face away
To hug me warmly
No one can feel me or know what's inside me.
No one can imagine that's I'm the one who's writing
I seem to be someone else
Someone told me b4 that I'm putting a mask on my face and hide lot of things in my Life
I told him that it's not right but it seems to be right.
I think when someone of my family or my relatives or my friends read this Blog after my death it'll be something interesting when they read it.
They will know more about me and my personality and maybe if one of them hurted me one day they will understand that they are the one behind my sadness. And if someone have made me happy they will know what was those things that have made me happy and they will be always happy that the made me smile.
But then it'll be too late to say sorry and too late to say ohhh I liked it and too late to make any action.
But all what I wish now is to love all the people and be always the one who make them happy so that I don't regret that I made them sad.
I'm telling you sorry if I made you cry
I'm telling you sorry if I made you sad
I'm telling you sorry for all my mistakes.
Forgive me my Family
Forgive me my relatives
Forgive me my friends
I'll love you 4ever even if I hurted you one day.
Bye and pray 4 me.
Give me the key to the freedom and let me go out of your thoughts.
I can't act with two faces
One to love and another to hate
If u done me things I like then I love u
If u hurt my feelings when u don't take care of me then I'll be angry with you.
I know u love me and fear that u lose me.
But u have to trust in God.
I'm very sad 2 tell u that u gave me the anxiety
U r the one who gave me the idea of anxiety
If the anxiety was a human I would have killed him and destroyed him with the Power of God.
I'm not a child anymore 'm a grownup
but hihihihi only with lot of years
not a grown up in thinking …..
Plz let me grow
Don't leave yourself to your bad thoughts
Relax
Have a brake
Give your brain a pause
U r suffering
I know
me 2
I wanna live the Life with her good and bad
I don't ask you something big
It's just my freedom
I wanna go out from the cave u locked me in
I wanna leave that prison that's inside your thoughts
Let me go plzzz
I wanna grow
I wanna think
I wanna fly
I wanna be someone else but not you
I hate myself sooooo much that I can't accept it anymore .
I wanna kill it
I wanna be someone else
Someone that really live the Life not living in your thoughts
Give me the key to the freedom and let me go out of your thoughts.
24 April 2006
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13 April 2006
زمااااااااااااان لما كنا صغيرين
زمااااااااااااان لما كنا صغيرين كنا بنقعد أنا وأخويا و بابا على السرير وبابا يحكلنا حكاية قبل النوم.لكن حكايتة كانت مختلفه عن الحكايات اللى بيحكوها الأباء لأطفالهم فلم تكن القصة مكتوبة في كتاب .
حكايه بابا اسمها القطة الكبيره والقطة الصغيرة. والمقصود بالقطة الكبيره والقطة الصغيرة هما أنا وأخويا ومحتوى القصة هى أفعالنا اليومية. كان بيحكلنا الحاجات اللى عملناها طول اليوم سواء حاجات حلوة أو حاجات وحشة .وبقينا أحنا فى نهاية كل يوم بنقعد أنا وأخويا وبابا على السرير ونطلب منة يحكلنا حكاية القطة الكبيره والقطة الصغيرة.
أعتقد انها كانت طريقة جميلة جدا للتأديب علشان يعلمنا من غير ما يقعد يوعظنا فكان بيشجعنا لما نعمل حاجه كويسة ويلفت نظرنا لما نعمل حاجة غلط.
كان يقول مثلا القطة الكبيره مازكرتش النهاردة كويس ونامت طول اليوم و القطة الصغيرة زاكرت كويس بس ضايقت القطة الكبيره واتخانقت واتشاكلت معاها.
الللللللللة كانت أيام جميلة كنا دايما بنضحك لما بابا بيحكلنا الحكاية واحنا أياميها كنا عارفين انة يقصدنا بالحكاية...... كانت أيام جميلة.الأيام اللي كنا فيها صغيرين .
أنا فاكرة مره بابا قال نكتة ماكنتش تضحك أوى بس أنا أعدت أضحك عليها و من كتر ماضحكت اتخبطت راسى في الحيطة. كنا بنضحك كتير أوى.
أنا فاكرة كمان ان أنا وأخويا كنا بنام علي ظهرنا ونبص للسقف ونقعد نقول كان واحد اسمه لمبه كان واحد اسمه نجفة كان واحد اسمه كرسى ونتسابق في ذكر أسماء لايمكن للناس انها تتسما بيها. وبعد منقول الأسامى ديه نقعد نضحك جدا علي الأسامي اللي بنقولها ونفضل علي الحاله ديه مدة ليست بقليله لحد ما نتعب من الضحك أو لما نزهق فنقوم نعمل حاجة تانية.
كان عندنا لعبة مسليه أوي وهى اسمها توته وكانت من أحب اللعب الي قلبنا.العبه ديه كل الأطفال تقريبا بيلعبوها وهما صغيرين. لعبة بابا وماما.كنا بنعمل خيمه بالكوفرته ونسبتها في كراسى ونلم كل الأعاب اللى بنحبها ونلعب تحت الكوفرته قصدي الخيمة.والعروستان بتوعي كيكي وبوسي هما الأطفال والأب اسمة فتحي معرفش جبنا الاسم دة منين.وكنا بنقدى وقت جميل أوي تحت الخيمه ديه وساعات كمان نتغدى تحت.
لما عمتنا زارتنا واحنا صغيرين كنا بننقل السجاده ونحطها في البلكونه وتكون الشمس منورة نقعد نلعب كوتشينة وكانت ساعات بتحكلنا من طرائف جحا كانت أيام جميله واحنا صغيرين.
لمل كبرت شوية كان معظم وقتى بقضية في قراءة كتب القراءة للجميع. مان بابا مواظب على شراء كل يوم كتاب أو أتنين وكنت دايما بخلصهم.
لما بزهق من القراءة كنت برسم. بحب أنقل أشكال كاريكاتورية وبعدها أقوم بتلوينها.
وكل ده لما كنا صغيرين في حاجات كبرت معايا وفضلت لسة بعملها زي القراءه مثلا والرسم لما تشدنى صورة من غير ما أفكر بقوم رسماها حتي لو في وسط محاضرة في الجامعة مثلا.
كنت بعملها كتير وياما رسمت أيام المحاضرات.
دلوقتي في حاجة جدت عليا وهي الكتابة. أنا لما كنت صغيرة كنت بحب أكتب برضة مذكراتي بس أكيد طبعا كانت حاجات على أد سنى ساعتها لما بقرأها دلوقتى بفطس على روحى من الضحك.
دلوقتي بكتب حاجات أكبر شويه وأكيد لما أكبر كمان تانى هاضحك عليها. بس هى حاجة فعلا مسليه ان الواحد يكتب اللى جواة واللي حاسس بيه والمذكرات بتاعته .
05 April 2006
She apologized with doing not only with words (4.4.2006)
Today is the forth from April 2006.@ 8 in the morning I received 4m her a very nice msg…
I felt a lot 4m this msg…..
All what she wrote was:
Good morning Demi :) I'm reminding you of ma3adna 2day after work @ 5 I'll call u during the day 3ashan netefe2….. c u 2day sweetie :)
P.S. I miss u soooo much.
She called me from a week and wanted soo much 2 c me.
She told me that I miss her so much and that she wanna c me and we have 2 meet next week actually she wanted to meet me the day she called me but I've had work so we couldn't meet.
She told me call me to set a date and I told her insha2allah that means that I won't talk…but she insisted to call once again.
I left the issue opened and when the new week began I forget our last call and her wish to c me.
I don't want 2 be hurt again so I didn't think about the call.
(Who wants me should come 2 me and I'll be always there for him so that I don't have bad conscience.)
But it seems that this Time she was honest with herself and me.
She sent me 2day this nice msg as if she wanted to tell me it's reall and 'm not joking and I really wanna c u.
@ the beginning I didn't know if I have to say yes or no to go out with her and I left everything and didn't take any action. But during the day she called me twice to set a date.@ last we have decided 2 meet @ 4:30 in front of Hardees.
After a very long day @ work I went to Hardees where we decided 2 meet.
She came after a long waiting…….
She was pretty, very very nice, and very caring.
I was starving so I told her we have to go to eat@ Felfela and eat first b4 doing anything else & she insisted 2 invite me.
After buying the food we ate it during our walk on the street. It was very nice.
Then we went to (….) shop to look for stuff we needed.And I wanted to buy a gift for my Father cause of his birthday.She was very caring and helped me in choosing good things.
Every time she was helping me I felt she was telling me
Sorry 4 what I have done 2 you
Sorry cause I hurted your feelings
Sorry that I wasn't the friend u've wished
Sorry 4 lot of things
I couldn't imagine that this was her….she was very tender and full of Love.
We went to lot of cloth shops and then came the time when we've 2 say Goodbye..
She told me don't be upset from me.
All what I can say is that she was really very nice to me.
When I came back home I received from her another msg and here is the content of the msg:
DemiJ I enjoyed today much.. Thank u so much % plz matez3alish meni..I hope we can do this evey now & then..I love u awi awi..
Sender :)
4.4.2006
I can't refuse your apologize & will never forget that day in my Life cause u did lot of good things to me .
U apologized with doing not only with words and that's all what I wanted 4m u.
Thank you my friend.
I felt a lot 4m this msg…..
All what she wrote was:
Good morning Demi :) I'm reminding you of ma3adna 2day after work @ 5 I'll call u during the day 3ashan netefe2….. c u 2day sweetie :)
P.S. I miss u soooo much.
She called me from a week and wanted soo much 2 c me.
She told me that I miss her so much and that she wanna c me and we have 2 meet next week actually she wanted to meet me the day she called me but I've had work so we couldn't meet.
She told me call me to set a date and I told her insha2allah that means that I won't talk…but she insisted to call once again.
I left the issue opened and when the new week began I forget our last call and her wish to c me.
I don't want 2 be hurt again so I didn't think about the call.
(Who wants me should come 2 me and I'll be always there for him so that I don't have bad conscience.)
But it seems that this Time she was honest with herself and me.
She sent me 2day this nice msg as if she wanted to tell me it's reall and 'm not joking and I really wanna c u.
@ the beginning I didn't know if I have to say yes or no to go out with her and I left everything and didn't take any action. But during the day she called me twice to set a date.@ last we have decided 2 meet @ 4:30 in front of Hardees.
After a very long day @ work I went to Hardees where we decided 2 meet.
She came after a long waiting…….
She was pretty, very very nice, and very caring.
I was starving so I told her we have to go to eat@ Felfela and eat first b4 doing anything else & she insisted 2 invite me.
After buying the food we ate it during our walk on the street. It was very nice.
Then we went to (….) shop to look for stuff we needed.And I wanted to buy a gift for my Father cause of his birthday.She was very caring and helped me in choosing good things.
Every time she was helping me I felt she was telling me
Sorry 4 what I have done 2 you
Sorry cause I hurted your feelings
Sorry that I wasn't the friend u've wished
Sorry 4 lot of things
I couldn't imagine that this was her….she was very tender and full of Love.
We went to lot of cloth shops and then came the time when we've 2 say Goodbye..
She told me don't be upset from me.
All what I can say is that she was really very nice to me.
When I came back home I received from her another msg and here is the content of the msg:
DemiJ I enjoyed today much.. Thank u so much % plz matez3alish meni..I hope we can do this evey now & then..I love u awi awi..
Sender :)
4.4.2006
I can't refuse your apologize & will never forget that day in my Life cause u did lot of good things to me .
U apologized with doing not only with words and that's all what I wanted 4m u.
Thank you my friend.
01 April 2006
24 Years old girl but still a child
I like running on the street.
I don't bother what people say about me when I run
I do all the things I wanna do at any time I want.
When I go to Pizza Hut I wash the plate b4 eating
Cause I'm not sure if they wash it good or not.
When I go to cafes in Khan el Khalili I bring my cup with me
Cause I don't like the glasses where all the people drink in .
I'm not sure if they wash it good or not.
From two days ago two birds flew into the Library where I work
I was very afraid so that I sat under the desk and ignored the one I was talking with I was thinking about the two birds which are flying in the library.
People can know lot of things about me in a very short Time
cause I'm like the open book just like the children
I trust all the people and don't expect the bad from them.
I don't take this Life as a reall life
It's like a film where I'm acting that I'm a daughter a sister a friend a clerk .
It's not a reall life .
Everyone has a role and playing it till he finish his role and the end comes when he dies.
I don't think of tomorrow and live day by day.
But I have some dremas that I wish they come true one day.
I hope I wish and I'll be happy if they came true.
And finally that's really me
I don't bother what people say about me when I run
I do all the things I wanna do at any time I want.
When I go to Pizza Hut I wash the plate b4 eating
Cause I'm not sure if they wash it good or not.
When I go to cafes in Khan el Khalili I bring my cup with me
Cause I don't like the glasses where all the people drink in .
I'm not sure if they wash it good or not.
From two days ago two birds flew into the Library where I work
I was very afraid so that I sat under the desk and ignored the one I was talking with I was thinking about the two birds which are flying in the library.
People can know lot of things about me in a very short Time
cause I'm like the open book just like the children
I trust all the people and don't expect the bad from them.
I don't take this Life as a reall life
It's like a film where I'm acting that I'm a daughter a sister a friend a clerk .
It's not a reall life .
Everyone has a role and playing it till he finish his role and the end comes when he dies.
I don't think of tomorrow and live day by day.
But I have some dremas that I wish they come true one day.
I hope I wish and I'll be happy if they came true.
And finally that's really me
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