Give me the key to the freedom and let me go out of your thoughts.

I can't act with two faces
One to love and another to hate
If u done me things I like then I love u
If u hurt my feelings when u don't take care of me then I'll be angry with you.
I know u love me and fear that u lose me.
But u have to trust in God.
I'm very sad 2 tell u that u gave me the anxiety
U r the one who gave me the idea of anxiety
If the anxiety was a human I would have killed him and destroyed him with the Power of God.
I'm not a child anymore 'm a grownup
but hihihihi only with lot of years
not a grown up in thinking …..
Plz let me grow
Don't leave yourself to your bad thoughts
Relax
Have a brake
Give your brain a pause
U r suffering
I know
me 2
I wanna live the Life with her good and bad
I don't ask you something big
It's just my freedom
I wanna go out from the cave u locked me in
I wanna leave that prison that's inside your thoughts
Let me go plzzz
I wanna grow
I wanna think
I wanna fly
I wanna be someone else but not you
I hate myself sooooo much that I can't accept it anymore .
I wanna kill it
I wanna be someone else
Someone that really live the Life not living in your thoughts
Give me the key to the freedom and let me go out of your thoughts.