22 Juli 2006

The worst two days in my Life 23.7/ 16.8

23.7/ 16.8
When we heared that we lost our dearest younger Cousin on the 23 of July.

First I couldn't believe it cause he was very young and he died alone in a very strange way.
And after two weeks we lost another very important member in the Family .We lost our dearest elder Uncle on the 16 of August.

This was the worst summer in my Life and I'll never 4get those bad & hard days. I was in the second year of the Faculty and my cousin has finished his study and was searching for a good job.
He was elder than me but was also a young guy.
He lived in peace and didn't harm anyone and wasn't like the nowadays guys.
He was different then any guy.
He used to have his own world where he lives in it alone.
He's a silent peace guy.
He was an angel that lived on earth.
I'm dead sure that's he is now in the heaven with angels and holy men and of course with God. (God rest his soul)
He's in the right place with the right people where there is no sufer where there is no loneliness where u always smile and live in peace and love.
In your fifth memory I just wanted to tell you we'll never forget you dearest Boulous and you have to pray for us in heaven to come to you and enjoy the life there with Jesus Christ.

And to my dearest Uncle I wanted to tell you I miss you so much.
I always remember your nice words when we have lunch @ your home in Alex.
(momtaz ra2e3)
your nice gifts when we were just kids.
your nice drawing pictures u used to give us when u came to our home.
your nice school stuff u gave us.
I miss all these things.
U wasn't just an Uncle to me u was like my Grandfather who buys for his grandchildren things and stuff that makes them happy.
When we were children u made lot of things that make us happy.
In spite of the fact that u was in your last days very sick u went with my parents to the sea and insisted to make them happy and didn't make your illness an obstraction for not going with them.
U are a simple loving Uncle.
The Uncle I've ever wished that I don't feel I have it now.
And I really miss u.
And I'm also dead sure that you're in heaven now after suffering from the illness u have to have a rest.
U have to live now where there is
no suffer
no pain
no tears
no illness
A place where everything is 100% right and this is the place u deserve after your long illness und suffer.
We always remember you and will never forget you my dearest loving Uncle.
Pray for me.